I am looking a piece of artwork, perhaps a panel for a comic or a work for sale. Perhaps this scene takes place online in a forum or at a local gallery. Maybe the location doesn't matter. The artwork being discussed is a symbol which I chose for its relevance to a strongly visual society.
We don't tolerate anything that offends our eyes. Our ears and our intellect? That's another story.
Me: Hey, what's up with the shadows? The light source is clearly on the left but the shadows are on the left too. Shouldn't they be on the right?
Rando: Huh, I never noticed that. I don't think it looks weird, though. I don't really pay attention to the light source when I'm drawing shadows. It's too complicated to keep track of anyway.
Me: But doesn't it look weird to you? Like the person in the picture isn't in the same place as the light source?
Rando: I dunno. She looks like she's there to me. I don't really have a problem with it. I do, however, have a problem with the privileging of literalist art. Art by definition is non-representational. It never follows the rules of physics exactly, and it never should.
Me: I get that if the artist is trying to create an unsettling effect, but everything else in the picture is much more standard. So for me it's weird that she shadows are in the wrong place. I just end up thinking about the shadows instead of what's going on in the rest of the picture.
Rando: It must be so miserable to nitpick the little details all the time instead of just enjoying art.
Me: Um....I think perspective is hard but ultimately rewarding because it can really make your art pop and add depth.
Rando: Your insistence on the classical rules of art is inherently classist because it discriminates against artists who never had the money for art school or who come from non-western traditions. African art, for example, doesn't use perspective but it is as valid as any system that does because it adheres to its own internal logic. You're also racist against black people.
Me: Didn't I just say I don't mind breaking the rules if it's done intentionally to create a specific effect? But you sort of have to know the rules before you know when to break them, right?
Rando: You obviously need to check your privilege before you engage in these discussions. Did not your upbringing give you ample opportunity to learn the unfair and arbitrary rules placed on what is considered "correct" design, created by society with the implicit purpose of oppressing the working class and minorities?
Me: So my two degrees and years of work experience make me less qualified to talk about design?
Rando: I see you concede my point.
Me: No, you don't have a point because it's not like minorities are some hive mind that all draw the same way.
Rando: You're twisting my words now, and I don't have time for these rabbit trails. I've made my point several times and you keep dodging the question.
Me: The shadows are stupid!
Rando: You're more stupider!
Me: More stupider isn't a word!
Rando: It is in some dialects! A word means exactly what a bunch of people say it does!
Me: You will always get judged during job interviews and you'll never know why!
Rando: Capitalism is the devil!
Me: Whatevs. I bet you've never drawn in the African tradition in your life. You just patronize the poor ignorant coloreds because you think it's cute.
Rando: I am so blocking you! Block Block Block!
Some time passes.
Me: Huh. He's gone. Did that even happen?
Tuesday, May 30, 2017
Thursday, May 11, 2017
Why I lost interest in atheism
I tend to get super interested in things in phases. It's usually something I don't like or I'm not comfortable around and usually avoid. Then the thing appears in a new and different light and I want to learn more. Then I LEARN ALL THE DETAILS AND HISTORY EVAH. Then the obsession wears off and I get into something else.
For a while I was into learning about people who had no religion and didn't believe in any spiritual beings. I'm very into fantasy and not-material things so I didn't think I could relate to that mindset. But in some ways I relate a lot because I tend to be very cynical and prefer a rational explanation instead of a supernatural one.
Even when I was at a Christian college, I was always thinking, "You really heard the voice of God telling you to study abroad? Really? Because it sure sounds like you just really want to study abroad. Just freakin' own it already!"
I'm really glad I learned about atheists because the stereotypes about them are THE TOTAL OPPOSITE OF TRUE. I cringe now when I read any piece by a religious person describing what "atheists" believe.
They aren't angry at God. FIRST BECAUSE THEY DON'T BELIEVE IN DEITIES LIKE THAT'S BASICALLY THE DEFINITION OF ATHEISM DUH. However, they might object very strongly to belief systems that revere a character who's actions are petty and vengeful.
They do believe very strongly in morality. They just draw their morals from history and what we know about human behavior. Also, the Bible is not the only place or even the greatest place to go for morality.
THE BIBLE NEVER SAYS SLAVERY IS WRONG Y'ALL.
Those are just some of the things I learned about atheists. But I don't think it's a belief system that really describes the way I feel.
Eventually I got bored with learning about atheism, but for a reason that probably makes a lot of sense to most atheists. All atheism is is a lack of belief in a deity or deities. It doesn't tell you anything about what a person is like, if they're nice or mean or boring or whatever. There are misogynist atheist trolls, and totally nice atheists out there.
So I don't think most of the important questions in life can be answered by deciding whether or not to believe in a deity. No matter how you answer the question, you still have to decide whether you're going to be a jerk to the person next to you. If you want to be a jerk, you can probably justify it either way. Either God hates the people you hate, or no God means you'll never get caught.
Overall I'm more interested in if you're a nice person and why you believe what you believe rather than what specific religion you follow. Or lack thereof.
For a while I was into learning about people who had no religion and didn't believe in any spiritual beings. I'm very into fantasy and not-material things so I didn't think I could relate to that mindset. But in some ways I relate a lot because I tend to be very cynical and prefer a rational explanation instead of a supernatural one.
Even when I was at a Christian college, I was always thinking, "You really heard the voice of God telling you to study abroad? Really? Because it sure sounds like you just really want to study abroad. Just freakin' own it already!"
I'm really glad I learned about atheists because the stereotypes about them are THE TOTAL OPPOSITE OF TRUE. I cringe now when I read any piece by a religious person describing what "atheists" believe.
They aren't angry at God. FIRST BECAUSE THEY DON'T BELIEVE IN DEITIES LIKE THAT'S BASICALLY THE DEFINITION OF ATHEISM DUH. However, they might object very strongly to belief systems that revere a character who's actions are petty and vengeful.
They do believe very strongly in morality. They just draw their morals from history and what we know about human behavior. Also, the Bible is not the only place or even the greatest place to go for morality.
THE BIBLE NEVER SAYS SLAVERY IS WRONG Y'ALL.
Those are just some of the things I learned about atheists. But I don't think it's a belief system that really describes the way I feel.
Eventually I got bored with learning about atheism, but for a reason that probably makes a lot of sense to most atheists. All atheism is is a lack of belief in a deity or deities. It doesn't tell you anything about what a person is like, if they're nice or mean or boring or whatever. There are misogynist atheist trolls, and totally nice atheists out there.
So I don't think most of the important questions in life can be answered by deciding whether or not to believe in a deity. No matter how you answer the question, you still have to decide whether you're going to be a jerk to the person next to you. If you want to be a jerk, you can probably justify it either way. Either God hates the people you hate, or no God means you'll never get caught.
Overall I'm more interested in if you're a nice person and why you believe what you believe rather than what specific religion you follow. Or lack thereof.
Monday, May 8, 2017
My Review Porfolio
Hello! This is collection of links to my reviews for the Reviewing the Arts Class.

Art Museum Review

Restaurant Review

Movie Review (Cinequest)
Movie Review (Just for me)
Not a review but a piece I'd like to feature this at the student showcase.
Thanks for reading!
Art Museum Review
Restaurant Review
Movie Review (Cinequest)
Movie Review (Just for me)
Not a review but a piece I'd like to feature this at the student showcase.
Thanks for reading!
San Jose Museum of Art Review
It almost made up for missing our trip to the Cinequest festival,
which had to be scheduled during my evening class. I still haven’t forgiven
everyone for that.
The San Jose Museum of Art is a community effort. In 1969 a
group of citizens saved the condemned building (previously a post office and
then a library) from being torn down by converting it into a local museum.
Their vision crosses the boundaries between different cultures and classes,
between science and art, and between the new and the old.
From both the website and the galleries, you can see the
focus is modern art pieces that break genres and highlight political and cultural
issues. Their mission statement reads, “The Museum fosters awareness of
artists’ broad contributions to society and engages audiences with the art of
our time and the vitality of the creative process.”
The exhibits change every few months, but on the day I made
the trip, the gallery on the first floor was showing “Fragile Waters,” a
photography exhibition containing the work of Ansel Adams, Ernest Brooks, and
Dorothy Monnelly. Designed to explore the scarcity and pollution of water, the
exhibition was put together by Adams’ daughter-in-law Jeanne after an oil rig
explosion in 2010.
Instead of descriptions, each photo is accompanied by a relevant quote from one of the photographers or a famous author to give the gallery a more contemplative feel. I spotted lines on water from both Antoine De Saint-Exupery and Robinson Jeffers.
There are even original glass plate negatives from when Adams was a teen, and a Deardorff camera Adams used to take some of his iconic photos of Yosemite Valley. Seeing this huge bulky camera made me remember how hard it was to get these photos and develop them back in the day. That's part of the journey too.
Instead of descriptions, each photo is accompanied by a relevant quote from one of the photographers or a famous author to give the gallery a more contemplative feel. I spotted lines on water from both Antoine De Saint-Exupery and Robinson Jeffers.
There are even original glass plate negatives from when Adams was a teen, and a Deardorff camera Adams used to take some of his iconic photos of Yosemite Valley. Seeing this huge bulky camera made me remember how hard it was to get these photos and develop them back in the day. That's part of the journey too.

Some call Adams' photography "fanciful," but that's not necessarily a bad thing. His photographs look to me the way landscapes look inside my head but never in my photos. He is sharing a vision with the audience, and that's not easy to do.
Upstairs, the meditative gallery, “Your Mind, This Moment”
helps visitors slow down enough to really take in what they’re seeing. I had
more fun observing my classmates than the displays. Several of my class were
fascinated by a spot of light projected on the wall. From my point of view off
to the side, they were looking at a half moon. When I moved over to their
position I saw that they were looking at a disk of light hovering in front of
the wall.
The upstairs also housed “Darkened Mirror: Global
Perspectives on Water,” “Beta Space” by Victor Cartagena, and Diana Al Hadid’s “Liquid
City.” Everyone in my group seemed most impressed by the last. The giant sculpture
felt half desert cathedral, half limestone cave full of stalagmites—echoing
both the natural and human worlds.
The basement level always has an educational gallery that connects
art to another discipline, such as science or mathematics. Fittingly, I saw a
crowd of junior high students investigating the displays. So I only took a
quick look around before heading to the gift shop.
It’s hard to recommend the museum because all the displays we
saw were temporary, so if I go back later everything might look entirely
different. I felt a little gypped when I saw the much more extensive permanent
collection on the website. I started wondering, “Did they have some galleries
in the back I missed?”
But the location won’t change. I wholeheartedly recommend a
visit as part of a trip to downtown San Jose. The gorgeous old building faces
the Plaza De Caesar Chavez with its iconic fountains (and in December, the
Christmas fair). You can get through the museum in two hours and head across
the plaza to Tech Museum afterward—or hang out at one of the many local
restaurants or coffee shops. (I recommend Bijan Bakery because they have
awesome cakes.)
Admission is $10 for adults, $6 for students, $5 for kids
7-17, and free for kids under six. Getting the student admission is worth it,
but the cost isn’t prohibitive even for broke Millennials or families with
kids.
Even though the galleries in the San Jose Museum of Art are
constantly changing, the museum does have its own distinct identity. By
focusing on modern, multicultural, and political art, it feels like the right
museum to represent Silicon Valley.
A video of our experience:
Youtube Link:
Tuesday, May 2, 2017
Maggies Banquet
So last Friday and Saturday, April 28-29, I was in LA!
I haven't been there for so long! I think I went there a grand total of once after graduation. But because SHiFT Magazine was included in the magazines entered, Miranda and I got to go to the banquet and network with other magazine people.
I'm disappointed that I didn't plan the trip a bit better so I could do more touristy stuff on the weekend. We got in Friday afternoon and left early Saturday morning. So we basically came for the event and nothing else.
In fact, we got to the hotel a mere 20 minutes before the speaker part of the event started, so we had to dash upstairs and make ourselves look like we hadn't just stepped off an airplane in about 15 minutes. Under the circumstances, we did a good job. I'm a fan of RuPaul's drag race, and now i feel like I can sympathize more with some of the challenges.
There was this cool slide show at the end with all the different magazine covers.
After the dinner, Miranda and I ran back to the tables with all the magazines and stole all the ones that looked interesting (especially the student ones). Then we figured out that the hotel had a hot tub, so we changed into our swimsuits and hung out there for an hour. The weather in LA was balmy and perfect to be outside at night.
So we had a great time overall and got some new contact, but the best part was the hot tub.
I haven't been there for so long! I think I went there a grand total of once after graduation. But because SHiFT Magazine was included in the magazines entered, Miranda and I got to go to the banquet and network with other magazine people.
I'm disappointed that I didn't plan the trip a bit better so I could do more touristy stuff on the weekend. We got in Friday afternoon and left early Saturday morning. So we basically came for the event and nothing else.
In fact, we got to the hotel a mere 20 minutes before the speaker part of the event started, so we had to dash upstairs and make ourselves look like we hadn't just stepped off an airplane in about 15 minutes. Under the circumstances, we did a good job. I'm a fan of RuPaul's drag race, and now i feel like I can sympathize more with some of the challenges.
| Our American Eagle Airplane |
| Our room at the Sheraton |
| Miranda with the student magazines--before they got messed up and stolen by the guests (including us) |
| Us dressed up all fancy |
| selfie at the banquet |
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| Us at the photo booth |
| Jane Silbering presenting the awards |
There was this cool slide show at the end with all the different magazine covers.
After the dinner, Miranda and I ran back to the tables with all the magazines and stole all the ones that looked interesting (especially the student ones). Then we figured out that the hotel had a hot tub, so we changed into our swimsuits and hung out there for an hour. The weather in LA was balmy and perfect to be outside at night.
So we had a great time overall and got some new contact, but the best part was the hot tub.
Sunday, April 2, 2017
Fugetsu: A Review
After living in Hiroshima for nearly three years, I returned
to the states with a quest: to find real Hiroshima okonomiyaki in America. In
spite of a few quirks, Fugestu restaurant in Santa Clara serves up the most
authentic version of this ultimate Japanese comfort food in the Bay Area—and
considering that this is the first location in the chain to make the jump
overseas, probably in the entire U.S. as well.
Okonomiyaki is well-known in Japan as the cheap, filling,
and nutritious fare that sprung into existence during the aftermath of WWII. During
the postwar food shortages tired people could stop at a local street stall for
this simple combination of grilled cabbage, eggs, batter, pork, and (depending on region) noodles. Even the name combines the character “yaki,” meaning grilled, and “konomu,” meaning, “they way you like it.” The dish aims to please.
With their grand opening on November 28, 2016, Fugetsu is a
newcomer to the Bay. They made a brief appearance at Mitsuwa Market in 2015,
where people waited up to two hours to try authentic Osaka okonomiyaki. (I was
there too, but at the time I had no idea the restaurant was coming over for
real.) Their shop is located in a series of shopping centers in Santa Clara
that combine Indian, Korean, and Japanese cuisine. Situated between an ice
cream shop and a Korean restaurant, Fugetsu blends right in with the Bay Area’s
eclectic approach to Asian cuisine.
The interior feels like most Bay Area Japanese
restaurants. There’s even the ever-present newspaper rack with BaySpo and other
local Japanese language newspapers. With dark wood décor, black chairs, and
red-topped tables stocked with fresh napkins, chopsticks, and all the
condiments you need, the restaurant crams in a good amount of seating without
feeling overcrowded. The one downside is that the grills installed on each
table are for warming only—the real grill is hidden behind a glass screen to
cut down on smoke.
The friend I went with was disappointed that we wouldn’t see
okonomiyaki being cooked in front of us, but as a former Hiroshima resident, I
don’t really expect okonomiyaki to be cooked in front of me unless I’m actually
sitting at the grill.
I appreciated the bilingual menus because they had all the
information in both Japanese and English. Usually menus favor one language over
the other, but Fugetsu seems to cater to both Americans and the Japanese (or
Japanese-American) community in the Bay Area.
My friend ordered the yakisoba, while I tried the modanyaki
(“modern” plus “yaki”) which was how the menu labeled what I know as
Hiroshimayaki. We also received a free appetizer (edamame) for checking in on
Yelp. Although the menu said we might have to wait 20 minutes for our entrée due
to the precise grilling process for okonomiyaki, we didn’t feel like the wait
was too long.
Both selections felt just saucy and salty enough. The soba
noodles were thick and chewy. When I cut through the okonomiyaki with my
chopsticks, I felt like I was finally getting that perfect ratio of cabbage,
noodles, egg, and sauce that I had missed so much. My only nitpicks were that
the noodles felt a little thick for soba—almost like they were a hybrid of soba
and udon—and that the pork was also cut slightly thicker than it is in Japan.
But actually having noodles in the dish and seeing the ingredients in layers
instead of all mixed together made all the difference. And of course all the
tables were stocked with sweet okonomiyaki sauce.
There are five different kinds of yakisoba on the menu and
even more choices for okonomiyaki, in addition to the appetizers and drinks. I
was impressed by the number of options. Fugetsu is a full okonomiyaki
restaurant and no one-trick pony. I will definitely be going back soon to try
their Fugetsu special okonomiyaki (with squid and shrimp) and their spicy
kimchi yakisoba.
Prices for okonomiyaki start at $12.00 for Osaka style and
$15.00 for modanyaki—the usual American markup for all products Japanese. However,
the portions do tend to be large.
Given the lack of okonomiyaki restaurants in even the
diverse Bay Area, I hope Fugetsu thrives and starts a new trend in exported
Japanese cuisine. However, my friend and I were seated right away on a Friday
night with no reservation. The shop was certainly busy with most of the tables
occupied and more customers coming in, but it wasn’t exactly overflowing.
If you like Japanese cooking and want to try something new,
I definitely recommend stopping by and giving Fugetsu your support. I give them
5/5 stars in my very biased rating system.
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